Owies.....

I am always amazed at what I take for granted. I have gone through life these last two years just surviving. I have to admit that I may have become just a tiny bit bitter about it. It made me stronger I suppose, but the question I always asked was why. I'm a pretty strong gal I think. So here again, why? I brush the open ended question under the rug most of the time. Well just about all the time. I suppose my reasoning goes back to-- why dwell on it? So I just assume things work out for a reason and go on. Well God, I got this one loud and clear! Eight days ago I sat in this same chair and crossed my legs the same way I always do when I get online. The only difference this blessed day was to bestow upon me was the thundering crack that filled the air when I went to uncross them. My ankle snapped back into position I guess...maybe it was back, or maybe out...ugh!!!!! I guess that detail doesn't have much bearing on my point here. This happened about 48 hours after our insurance ceased. What are the odds, well pretty good I'd say. I busted my nose Mothers day, etc.... I told the family we needed to hurry up and get insured so I would stop getting hurt, lol! They agreed. Getting back to the point here, I have been so surprised at every turn. Tucker offered to piggy back me so I didn't have to use crutches. He then said he wanted to miss his game so I would feel better. I assume this meant go to the doctor. Alan has gone to amazing lengths to help me at almost every beck and call. My mother-in-law has even had a big hand in helping. That will teach me to feel sorry for myself and get irritated when I assume no one cares..... kinda makes me sigh now. I think some of my bitterness is starting to turn into guilt.... In a very weird way that feels good.......